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Oh damn, seems I've caught the Touhou addiction, though it can't be helped as it's such a friggen awesome series. Sure, the games may be eye rapingly complex, especially if you're the masochist type and go for Lunatic mode. Did I also mention it has one of the most awesome soundtracks ever?

Anyway, that's my current addiction at the moment that's been keeping me from doing anything 'worthwhile'... I really need to do some more drawing sometime...
Also, I've had the urge to have a go at 'trying' to make an RPG, but you know, lazyness and all that... At some point I'll try and focus my short attention span on some ideas for it, key word being 'try'.

If you're not even aware of Touhou and have never heard of it before... Youtube/google it now..



Touhou related music video. <3



This is a part from "the Embodiment of Scarlet Devil" one of the Danmaku Touhou shooting games. This happens to be the extra stage boss, and yes, she happens to be a lot harder than usual bosses but there you go.. XD



Well that's it for now, I think..


Update! .... again.
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So I'm back here again to say that I am in fact still around. Also glad to announce that my Birthday is very close, on the 7th. So only 5 days to go now, and I still have no plans for my 18th... ._.

In other news my Xbox 360 recently died (again) from the Red ring of death. Still not sent it off for repair yet, but I did sell all my Xbox 360 games and bought a 80Gb Ps3.. >.> I must say I didn't think much of the PS3 till recently, and It's a pretty damn nice console. Only downside I would say is the Online features aren't as great as the Xbox 360 (in my opinion), but hey no monthly/yearly fees for the online features so that's a plus.
If anyone wants to add me on Playstation network then I'd be happy to accept since I hardly have anyone on my friends list anyway.. XD
- My playstation network ID is: Xervius

Also got a place now on a University course starting in September. It'll last 3 years, and it's in the field of Photography which is one of my 'better' interests which I don't fail entirely at, so that's promising. =D

Well, not much else to say apart from that... I shall try and update this more reguarly.

Still alive.
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Yep, still ticking... almost. Been pretty busy with things and completely forgot about LJ. >.>;
Let's see, I've been doing a lot of work on my final college project, which by my idiot mistake, forgot about the deadline... Luckily, I got it in next day and finally I have ended with college for good.

I had my exhibition for my work a couple of days ago, here is me standing by my part of the exhibition:

And here is my exhibition on it's own:

Now starts summer break... Which I will probably spend looking for work since I am pretty darn broke. Also applied for a place on a commercial photography degree course, hopefully all will go well in my interview.
Well that's pretty much all my goings on at the moment... Pretty lazy and stuff so hopefully that will change so I can do something productive over summer...




Quick Update...
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Just a quick update...

So I finally did the darn reference sheet for my fursona, as shown here:
I now plan to do some more drawings and such of the anthro variety. I am also open to do some art trades with anyone, just drop me a message on my FA, DA, here, or whatever else I use.

Apart from that, I really need to sleep earlier, not at 5am every weekend... Also, I've become addicted to Halo3 yet again after downloading the legendary and mythic map packs... Oh, and gears of war 2 on wingman, that is pretty awesome too, just not when you have a 1 second difference in lag to the server... >.>

Furry4Life [F4L]
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So... I've been having a looking around on the internets at some furry communities, one that got my attention was Furry4Life. This community is very friendly to new furs there. Within a few minutes of registering I had welcome messages and friend requests from some friendly furred faces. :3

Just thought I would share it here to see if any of you guys are a member there, if not, then maybe you would be interested, I would recommend checking it out, It's a really nice place. :)

The weblink:
My F4L profile:

If you join or are already a member there, feel free to send me a friend invite and a message. :3

London Expo - October
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Well, I have been discussing with some friends, online and IRL, and have decided to 'try' and get to the London Expo in October. :3 - Link to the website - Last years Expo video

It should be pretty damn awesome by the looks of things, and I look forward to it. I am also trying to decide whether to cosplay there or not. Maybe as Alucard and one of my friends as Alexander Anderson from Hellsing. I really need to be careful with my money now anyway so I have enough for when I do go, as of now I am barely in double figures... >.>;

I think I'll have to look for a summer job...

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Bleh, I'm feeling so lazy lately. >.>
Not much motivation to do much apart from play video games and stare into space... Lol

So yeah... Things are quite slow and boring recently, not much going on apart from college work and such.
Also, I've been a little torn lately between telling people about the whole furry business and just keeping it a secret. I guess I'll come to a decision about it sooner or later... It is just the fact I don't have a clue how some may react. :P

It's the same thing about me being Bisexual. Only 1 friend IRL actually knows, he's also the one who knows about the furry side too. I may have to ask him for some help when I tell others.

Anyway, that's all for now. :)


Personality Quiz + stuff
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Well I took the personality quiz on:

My results...

Extraversion |||| 14%
Stability |||||||||| 34%
Orderliness |||||| 30%
Accommodation |||||||||||| 46%
Interdependence |||||| 30%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 50%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||| 43%
Materialism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 43%
Adventurousness |||||| 23%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 43%
Humanitarian |||||||||| 36%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 43%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 43%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 70%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 43%
Wealth |||||||||| 36%
Dependency |||||||||||||||| 70%
Change averse |||||||||||| 43%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Sexuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||| 56%
Family drive |||||||||||| 43%
Physical Activity |||||| 23%
Histrionic |||||||||||||| 56%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 43%
Vanity |||||||||||| 50%
Honor |||||| 30%
Thriftiness |||||| 23%

Stability results were moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.

Extraversion results were very low which suggests you are extremely reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.

In a nutshell: messy, depressed, introverted, feels invisible, does not make friends easily, nihilistic, reveals little about self, fragile, dark, bizarre, feels undesirable, dislikes leadership, reclusive, weird, irritable, frequently second guesses self, unassertive, unsympathetic, low self control, observer, worrying, phobic, suspicious, unproductive, avoidant, negative, bad at saving money, emotionally sensitive, does not like to stand out, dislikes large parties, submissive, daydreamer

Pretty damn accurate if I say so myself... >.>


In other news... I really need to finish a college project in an hour... God damn it. XD
My habit of leaving stuff till the last minute strikes yet again. ._.;

Positive side is that I have no college tomorrow... So I can finally do some more drawings and work on a small commission.

First entry... :)
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So... Were do I start...


Well as you can probably guess I am new here, just joined a few minutes ago in fact. I've always liked the thought of networking with people, so I finally did just that.

I'll explain a bit about myself:

I'm a 17 year old guy who lives in the UK. I currently attend an Art college (because in the UK, we leave school at 16/17 and can work or go to college till we're about 17/18). I'm very close to finishing my current course at the college now, which is Media arts. This is a bit of a range of things including photography, animation, graphic design, and film making. I'm currently on my last unit which should be finishing in a couple of weeks.

After I have finished, I plan on going onto further education as there is an extended part of the current college I go to which teaches courses which are at a University level. This for me is pretty good, I'm not really the kind of guy who would fit into university, I prefer less busy places with less people.

Anyway, apart from the educational side, I have started to do some drawings in the anthropomorphic style. At the moment, these have actually been done in MS Paint. Now, I know there's a lot of opinions that MS Paint is 'crap', but that is far from the truth. :) I truly believe that 90% of the time it is the artists own ability that makes the greatest of work, not the program or tools they used to make it. Here's a little taster of what I have done so far:

At the moment, I've been having some troubles. For instance, my sleep patterns have been pretty off for the last several months. I usually wake up at 12pm and get to sleep at 5am. :\ I've been seeing a councilor for a few months now too and he has been trying to give me ideas of ways to get out of this, but truthfully I think I have an internet addiction.

One of my main reasons for joining LiveJournal was to try and find some new friends and people to talk to. I'm quite a shy person, especially around new people I don't know so that's sometimes a problem for me. Few of my friends I made on an old Deviantart account, and some other places have grown apart. Some I havn't spoken to in months now, a few of these were fans of a internet cartoon called "Happy Tree Friends". I sort of got dragged into this 'fandom', met some nice people in it too, some I am still good friends with now. But over the last few months some have stopped talking to me, mainly due to the fact that I left that fandom. 

Another thing is I have had a run in with a group of trolls on the website Deviantart. Strangely enough I've become aquanted with one of them, some reason he doesn't actually know I'm a furry. I'm not totally sure what his views on furries is, but I'm not sure I want to ask. People I used to be quite good friends with have either blocked me or completely ignored me simply because I talk with this guy. I could easily block him if I wanted to, but I just don't feel I want to. It's quite a predicament as you can tell. :P

I'll stop here anyway. :3


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